I have been asking myself this question for a moment now. I have gone from my own adventure, poets to musicians and i came to life being a paradox. So there must be a third force beyond polarity? An observer a creator. So many questions? Charles Bukowski: "Being human is a feeling, find what you love and let it kill you", "Some people never go crazy, what truly horrible lives they must lead", "You have to die a few times before you can live", "if you losing your soul and you know it, then you still got a soul to loose."
We haven't even come close to discovering or remembering what it is to be human for at least 25000 years. We have been in amnesia. An insane asylum. Yes, we have been taught to accept pain and suffering as part of our collective identity yet we still choose to shine. We have a collective knowing that we are something more. We have a deep feeling within the core of our being that we cannot fully express in language. It's an innate knowing that humanity can be love. No matter how crazy it looks or feels. If you try to figure out a paradox you will drive yourself to insanity. The only option you have is to surrender. Observe and let go. You start to feel a current. If you didn't know you were a bird, you wouldn't try to fly. That part of me that debates and commentates about my experience in language. It's an inner monologue. we live in a language learning model. So what happens when i take the language away? What am i then? I start seeing myself as a network of energy that uses sound, light and symbol to communicate. Woah so its art? Sound light Art? Does that mean it gets any easier? Fuck no. When you get into that space all the distortions come to the surface and you have to be courageous and disciplined enough to surrender back into the cradle. The seeking is over. Your just left with a choice in every waking second. Go back to the debate or surrender and relate? It helps to understand the mechanics of our anatomy. I came across this practice called the maharic seal. It's a process where you run a pale silver current from a hierophant in your third eye down into the core of the earth. When i heard it the first time i could feel it was truth so i started practicing it everyday. It's been a fucking ride. All i can muster is "keep going, love does win"
Find what works best for your blueprint, your signature. Our best teacher is our own anatomy. Let the current guide the way. The one current that connects to the core of Mother Earth. Taking accountability for all you experience in your hologram are a set of keys to the cradle. You now become a responsible co creator. Your breathe is your greatest ally. Remember your triadic tone.
The Maharic Shield
1. Imagine the 2-dimensional image of a "Merkaba Star" or six-pointed "Star of David," in the color of Pale Silver, as if the image is drawn on a black background on the inside of your forehead. This image represents a composite scalar wave pattern Keylontic Symbol Code called the "Hierophant."
2. INHALE, while visualizing the Hierophant Symbol at the center of the brain, in the Pineal Gland.
3. EXHALE, while using the exhale breath to firmly move the Hierophant down the Central Vertical Body Current (energy current in the center of the body), then out between the legs and straight down into the Earth's core (your 13th Chakra).
4. INHALE, while imagining that you can see at Earth's core a huge, Disc-shaped Crystalline Platform of Pale Silver Light that extends outward on a horizontal plane through the entire body of the Earth and out into the atmosphere.
5. EXHALE, while pushing your breath outward into the Earth's Maharic Shield, imagining as you exhale that the force of the breath has made the Earth's Maharic Shield begin to spin.
6. INHALE, using the inhale breath to draw Pale Silver Light from Earth's spinning Maharic Shield, into the Hierophant positioned at the center of the Planetary Shield.
7. EXHALE, using the exhale breath to push the Pale Silver Light throughout the entire Hierophant making the Hierophant glow and pulsate with Pale Silver Light.
8. INHALE, imagine that the glowing Pale Silver Hierophant momentarily flashes Crimson Red and returns to Pale Silver. Then use the inhale breath to draw the Hierophant vertically up from its position at Earth's core, to a position 12" below your feet (the position of your dormant personal Maharic Shield scalar-wave grid).
9. EXHALE with your attention on the Hierophant positioned 12" below your feet and use the exhale breath to push a burst of Pale Silver Light outward on a horizontal plane from the Hierophant.
10. INHALE while using the inhale breath to draw more Pale Silver Light up through the Pale Silver Cord from Earth's Core, into the Hierophant at the center of your personal Maharic Shield.
11. EXHALE, using the exhale breath to push the Pale Silver Light from the Hierophant, out into your Maharic Shield. Imagine that your Maharic Shield now pulsates, as it fills with the Pale Silver Light from Earth's Core.
12. INHALE, again drawing more Pale Silver Light up from Earth's Core through the Pale Silver Cord into the Hierophant, and imagine the Pale Silver Cord expanding to four feet in width, forming a Pillar of Pale Silver Light running up from Earth's Core directly into your four-foot-diameter Maharic Shield.
13. EXHALE, again using the exhale breath to push Pale Silver Light from the Hierophant outward into your Maharic Shield, while imagining that your Maharic Shield "takes on a life of its own," the disc suddenly "folding upward" with a "popping" sensation, to form a 4' diameter PILLAR of Pale Silver Light all around and running through your body.
14. INHALE, imagining that the inhale breath draws the Pale Silver Light from the Pillar encasing the body into every body cell. Sense the tingling feeling as the Pale Silver Light moves through the physical body.
15. EXHALE, imagining that you can feel the energy of the Pale Silver Light expanding into every crevice of the body and then outward around the body into the Bio-field.
16. Breathe naturally for a minute or two, as the feeling of the Pale Silver Light moves through you, while sensing the energy presence of the Maharic Seal Pale Silver Pillar 4' around your body.
17. Return your attention to the Hierophant still positioned 12" below your feet.
18. INHALE, using the inhale breath to draw the Hierophant up through your Central Vertical Body Current, then out the top of your head (the 7th "Crown" Chakra), to a point about 36" above the head (the 14th Chakra).
19. EXHALE FORCEFULLY, using the exhale breath to rapidly expand the Hierophant outward on a horizontal plane at the 14th Chakra, until the Hierophant suddenly "disappears" from view, with a mild "popping" sensation.
20. Breathe normally, while visualizing for a moment a brilliant 4' Pale Silver Pillar of Light extending from the Earth's Core upward, fully encasing your body and extending far above the head, into Earth's atmosphere and to a single Star of Pale Blue Light far off in deep space.
21. For quick reinforcement of the Maharic Seal, once the full process has been run within 24 hours: Simply Imagine a spark of Pale Silver Light at the Pineal Gland, exhale it rapidly down to Earth's Core and imagine the Earth's Maharic Shield spinning. Call to mind the Pale Silver Cord and Inhale the 4' diameter Cord all the way up around you, forming the Pillar, attaching it "out in deep space" to the Star of Pale Blue Light.
Peace
Gabriel